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SIN_JONES
My Review of the film:  "Are All Men Pedophiles?"  It's a bit long but it covers a variety of topics.  I tend to think as I go, I rarely, if ever, plan out what I want to say.  It's general thought vomit but you'll get the point.Incidentally, the producer Jan-Willem Breure fell under fire after its release on Netflix.  It didn't get much air play prior, aside a few showings at independent film festivals.  After it aired, blowback from the SJW's forced Netflix to pull it.  It was re-released but a shorter much edited version was made available.
BeastXeno
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BeastXeno Jul 30 · Comments: 7
SIN_JONES
Source
"Ryan Fleming, 26, was labelled “boastful and arrogant” by the sentencing judge at Bradford Crown Court yesterday.

He was convicted by a jury after a week long trial of two offences of sexual activity with a child in 2013, and cleared of a further similar charge."

Derp or 3 years was worth the indulgence?


Telegraph Reporting


Update:

Blowback 



SIN_JONES Jul 30 · Comments: 22 · Tags: fails, law, power, compulsion
Entropic
Forums, boards, social networks, corporations, gangs, religions, charities, cults, and the list goes on.  Groups of people slap labels on their foreheads not just because they have common goals, but because they want to belong.  The label becomes an identity while each individual mixes their own neurotic dispositions into the symbols they've adopted.

When I was a teenager, I had a tight-nit group of friends. There was a guy who saw what we had, so he tried to get in out it. He had all sorts of ambitions and ideas for the group, but his game was so laughably obvious that it was easy to exploit him at every turn.  His cost for wearing our label was high.

Over the years, I've seen plenty of people across different groups get mindfucked by labels. They never achieve their own goals, let alone come up with their own. I can't say I've been immune to that either.

Both online and offline, there's a myriad of groups one finds themselves a part of. It's not the label that matters so much as the value created by the interpersonal network. Even if the goal is simply to communicate ideas, there is a plethora of ways to engage.

 What makes this place a better facilitator? Is CoD just another tired label? Pixelated discussions and Internet soap opera seem to only go so far.
Entropic Jul 30 · Comments: 6
satanhimself
Satan here. Circle of Descent is back up, running, and under new management. Stay tuned. That is all.
satanhimself Jul 26 · Comments: 26
XiaoGui17


I got this from Jason Sorrell last night.

XiaoGui17 Jan 8 '14 · Rate: 5 · Comments: 7
JK
Excellent points as always.

My own philosophy is roughly 1/3 Pythagorean, 1/3 Nyingma School, and 1/3 other various bullshits. Your analogy to the number line (as The Expression Field/Nirmanakaya) is one that I use quite often. We get to this point when we arrive at the ultimate scenario: Either nothing exists (the vacuum), or everything does (the plenum), and these states of affairs are actually nondual.

In this way, I can create something out of nothing by asymptotic limitation, which is just the Nature of Mind (sems-nyid), or the shattered "vase-body" or Logos. To "see" partially and incompletely of necessity. And this fact acts as logical foil to the incoherent concept of omniscience, since any such "knowing" would be nondual with it's essence, which is just shunyata, or emptiness. Which is why the negative theologians actually got it right.

What can we say about This? Nothing. Except that It is worthy of awe. A god rightly so-called. And the closest thing (esse) to us. Our divine heritage. Our "buddha-nature".

JK   
JK Jan 2 '14 · Rate: 5 · Comments: 1
StinkFist
Harvey was a momma's boy
Cock got hard when her arse made noise
Sometimes he'd hide to take a peek
Or stroke his prick as her bed squeaked
He tried her clothes and eclectic toys
It bothered him that she had other boys

Harvey wanted her on his pole
He alone had not fucked her holes
She'd dress him up with pretty skirts
Sell his man-pussy to old perverts
Squealing followed by sobbing groans
as the devil dogs bury their bones

Mother's sissy with a delicate heart
All too familiar with cum soaked farts
Never seemed to please old mum
She'd make him plug his gaping bum
Ashamed to say this was her son
Harvey could've been an abortion.
StinkFist Dec 28 '13 · Rate: 3.86 · Comments: 53
SIN_JONES


"Simple stimulation of the brain can cause the mind to play complex and creepy tricks on itself, neurologists have discovered." Source



Well no shit.  [Shahar Arzy1,3, Margitta Seeck2,3, Stephanie Ortigue3,4, Laurent Spinelli2 & Olaf Blanke1,3]


Being aware in the moment of what you're doing vs. what you believe you're doing, is essentially the mindfuck:  Affect Doppelganger


It's like that moment when you look at a picture of yourself and think:  That's not me.  It sort of looks like me but I see myself a different way in my own head.


Your own brain is an actor.  Sometimes you (the impulses that are the essence of what you are) direct it but mostly its directing you.  If you've ever driven the same route every day for years, arrived at your destination but have no recollection of having driven it; you know what I mean.  


Your brain is off doing tasks, meanwhile you're driving a car and stopping at lights and stop signs and the fact that you arrived at your destination unscathed is a good indication that the actor was playing its parts.


Neurologists would classify some habit forming behaviors (such as driving) the pathway to a deeper awareness.  You don't have to consciously think about driving because the habit is ingrained in muscle memory.  So if your mind wanders off, you're not driving into on-coming traffic or falling subject to highway hypnosis.


Good/Bad Habits - Being a creature of habit creates this sort of alter you.  It can get to a point where the controls are no longer in your hands and you've become an automaton to habit programming.  The Good are considered a way to creativity (See: Dupree), while the Bad steps to self annihilation.  


The mind will even rationalize away obvious self-defeating habits.  It's the Doppleganger in the mirror telling you, you're in control... The worst part?  You believe it (See: The Trouble with Belief).  


I catch myself doing it all the time.  Like, reaching for a glass that isn't there on the night stand.  Habitually, I keep a glass of water there in the event I get thirsty during the night from the dry heat of the central air system.   Once in a while, there's a skip in programming.  I forgot to get the water but my brain remembers the reaching part so I'm snatching at nothing. It seems really absurd to me when it happens.  I know what's going on there and why I'm looking for an imaginary glass but it sure as shit doesn't stop me from the physical impulse to search for it in the dark.  





The mirror image of yourself, is the anthropomorphous comfort-zone.


“Whenever we initiate change, even a positive one, we activate fear in our emotional brain,..." 


Using Kaizen as a concept model:


“If the fear is big enough, the fight-or-flight response will go off and we’ll run from what we’re trying to do. The small steps in kaizen don’t set off fight or flight, but rather keep us in the thinking brain, where we have access to our creativity...”


“After the churn of confusion, the brain begins organizing the new input, ultimately creating new synaptic connections if the process is repeated enough.”



I can tell you from personal experience, I'm constantly wrestling with that thing, I get my ass kicked every once in a while but I'm winning far more battles than I did when I was younger.  


Social Media is full of this stuff.  I often wonder if people really believe their own bullshit.  Forums, blog-posts, etc. it's all imprinting patterns (habits).  After a while, you learn to pick up the algorithms of others.  If you're wise, you'll pay attention to your own.


SIN_JONES Dec 27 '13 · Rate: 5 · Comments: 6
SIN_JONES
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